Hey guess what today is? It's Yestermorrow! Anyway, today nothing special is happening I don't believe. I recently lost a friend, and gained one. Someone was pretending to be someone else and she told me and Kelli about it later. Kelli is in a much worse condition than me, since she knew the person much longer than me and she already has a real trouble with trust. Every time she trusts someone, she gets hurt. The more the trust, the more the hurt. I am who I am, and she can trust me with her life, even if she doesn't know it.

Of course it is a surprise to find that someone I grew very fond of, and someone whom Kelli knew for months was made up. I would probably not be able to cope with it as well as I am if it weren't for Kelli having such a hard time with it. I love her as much as I've loved anyone and no thought has even come to my mind about how this has hurt me. No thought whatsoever. The only thoughts have been of her, how she's coping with it, if she is cutting herself or not, what's going through her mind, how is she being treated by others, and if I can even help her get through this and how much more will she have to go through before she finds someone who will not hurt her, like me.

Tonight I will go to bed, think of her, and sleep.