I wrote this last year. I am more outgoing since
then.
A warm feeling flow through my chest and I feel as though my
lungs may collapse.
I almost stop breathing.
Not a hurtful feeling; a relaxing, comforting feeling.
It comes when I'm drawing,
focussing on the tiny details and slowely outlining them on my
paper.
When I'm into a fictional book; a fantasy novel, it comes.
Standing on the concrete waiting for my ride to take me away.
The soft wind blowing my face and clothes.
Like I'm on top of a mountain.
The clouds in the sky, highlighted by the dimly glowing, setting
sun.
No one is around in this moment of silence.
She walks by, not saying a word. So beautiful.
No one notices the quiet one gazing at the sky.
I speak. She answers. Nothing more.
Tomorrow I'll show everyone.
My heart is racing. It should be, I'm racing.
The wind blowing in my face.
Not a comforting, soft wind that blows your hair and cape like a
lone warrior who just conquered a mountain. A harsh wind that pushes
me back.
I'm getting nearer to the end of this tiring and somewhat painful
competition.
A boy who was thought to be slower than I pulls ahead.
Ah ha! So this is HIS day to shine. Everyone has their day.
No, he THINKS it's his day. He'll see.
I smile and lower my eyebrows.
The cheering is loud, but in the background.
I leave them all in the dust.