I had talked with the person who pretended to be someone else, since she knew me well, and she said that from all I told her, and from what she read in my 2 previous entries, is that I do care for Kelli, unlike I had thought. She said I care for her so much, and that's why I'm even worrying about this. I talked to my dad also and he said he knows I care and I don't do things just to be liked. I thought of how when she would be sad, it would bug me all day when I was offline, and if someone I didn't know, and would never see again needed help, I would go help them. So I guess I do care.

Anyway, I was so happy to find that I'm not acting like I care, and just kidding myself to think that I do. I was going to go online and talk with her now that I know I really do care, but she wasn't on. I called and her phone was busy. I checked her diary and she had a new entry about how she doesn't want anyone to love her and she can't feel love, and she wasn't meant to be loved. Now I just wish she would get online, or have her phone free so I could talk to her. I do not want her hurt, or feeling bad. She doesn't deserve any pain. I just wish she could see that she is lovable, and that I have every reason to love her.