It's sad because Randy's parents got a divorce and his mom had to let her ex have the 2 young children overnight. She said that he doesn't feed them or change their clothes even when they poop in them. He smokes pot in front of them and gives them candy and stuff. He's great when it comes to playing with them, but he sucks when it comes to resposibility. She said he had a medical thing where he could smoke marijauna, but he went overboard and she doesn't know if he renewed his card or not. He also has been diagnosed with Hepatitis C and one time he let the kids use his toothbrush. Randy is really protective of them and his mom and it's really hard on him because this is the first time the dad gets them overnight.

Anyway, I had a very weird dream last night. I think that it was influenced by Monty Python and from the episode of the Powerpuff Girls that was on yesterday. Three days passed in the dream, and the first day was supposedly the day before yesterday. It started in a parking lot and I was meeting my 2 friends from school, Jonathon and Tony. The Powerpuff Girls episode was about this new set of golf clubs that Blossom stole for the professor, but in my dream, Jon was standing in front of me with a new set of golf clubs and they were solid gold. He took certain ones out and stated their type, then put them back in. Then he took out a gold butcher knife that was about 2 feet long. I guess it was part of the golf set. Tony was about 50 feet away behind Jon, and was coming back from doing something. Then Jon took out a camera and right when he did, Tony came walking quickly over to us and I thought he was doing it because he didn't like Jon taking out the camera. Maybe he didn't want Jon to take any pictures of him. Jon was pointing the camera at me and once Tony got to us he grabbed the knife from Jon. As soon as he did, he swung it and cut right between my wrist and elbow on my left arm! It went all the way through like a hot knife through butter. I looked at my arm and saw the muscle, bone, and all the layers of my arm and it was a straight, clean cut all the way through, no jagged edges. It wasn't bleeding yet, but when I put my arm down it started.

For some odd reason, I just stood there and looked at him without saying anything or running away, like I was waiting for him to do it again and I would stop him this time. He swung again in one quick move and was way too fast for me to react. This time it cut right between my shoulder and elbow on my right arm, leaving a short stub. Again I stood my ground, waiting for him to try again. Then he swung a third time, just as fast and hit my armpit and went all the way through my shoulder on my left arm, leaving no part of an arm. So now I just had a short stub for a right arm. I stayed there still, thinking that he had nothing else to cut because I didn't think he would kill me by slicing my head off, and I didn't think he would cut my legs off. I was right. Then I just appeared in his attic, but it was empty with carpet and painted walls and was well-lit. It had rafters however. I remember going in there and trying to hide from him. That was the first day.

The next day in my dream was supposed to be yesterday. In my dream I watched the Powerpuff Girls episode just like I did in real life, so it seemed like I had the dream before I watched the episode, but I didn't in real life. Anyway, in my dream I was at home and I was trying to move my non-existant hands. I kept trying to move them and wiggle them and slowely they started to grow back; like I was excercising them and making them stronger. I was happy that it was healing because I knew that things didn't grow back but I had found a way to do it. I thought I was special. I got my right arm all the way and my left arm was healed all the way to the elbow. I was still missing my forearm. I was still in high school too. School started that day and I was walking through the halls. I walked with my arms crossed and hid my left arm so people wouldn't see it. I kept seeing the football coach/weight training teacher, Mr. Henderson for some reason.

The next day which I guess is today, my left arm was healed to my wrist and only my hand was missing. This time I walked around school holding my left arm out, showing everyone my missing hand, as if to show it off. No one really said anything except making looks at it. I came to Mr. Henderson again and showed him. Then I thought I should try to heal my left arm all the way so I started clenching it and moving it a lot but it didn't seem to work very fast. I came to someone else and asked them what they saw. They said my left hand was missing. I looked at it and I saw my left hand there. I told them that I see my left hand but no one else does. I told him to touch it and he grabbed where my hand would be and he felt my hand there, he just couldn't see it. It was the same with everyone else. I kept excercising it and started walking the other way. I saw some boy I didn't know who was going the same way and I told him all about it. I remembered how my mom said that there were semi trucks in the parking lot and Jon and Tony would try to get run over by them. And that the cutting me was just one of their past times. I don't remember feeling any pain from him cutting me, but it was supposed to hurt. The only pain I really felt in the dream was in my wrists after my arms healed. Strangely enough my wrists hurt a little in real life also. While telling him what happened I remembered other things that I didn't before, like after he cut me we went to the street and there was a car that said "Squaresoft" on it and it pulled out of the parking lot. I hope I have a better dream tonight!