I didn't exactly ruin a relationship, but I came very
close to, and I do not in any way wish for any harm to come to it.
Kelli has a boyfriend who lives a lot closer to her than I
do. She told me that things were not going well with him and that he
probably is annoyed with her and will break up soon. She was feeling
down that he wants more than she will give. I talked to her
boyfriend, whom I'm friends with, and he said he just wishes she
would open up more, and trust him. He told me he wants to be with
her and see her, but he knows that he wants more than she will give
and he doesn't want to pressure her, which I understand completely.
Anyway, he asked me how he should break the news to her if he
wants to break up, and I told him how I would do it. He said that it
sounds really nice. He said that he didn't want to break up yet, it
was just something he was considering. He wants to still just see
how things go and he really just wants to be good friends if they
can be closer that way.
So after he left, Kelli asked me if he said anything about her and
I told her yes, but that I'll let him tell her about it. Then this
pretty girl :. Kitty .: noted my last entry and told me she hopes
things work out between me and my girlfriend. I noted her back
telling her that she's not my girlfriend (as much as I would like
her to be) and that she has a boyfriend, but he might be thinking of
breaking up and I don't want them to have to, because I love her and
I can't be there for her and he can. I guess Kelli read my note to the
girl and discovered that her boyfriend was planning on breaking up.
She noted me saying that she was gonna start opening up to him and
she thought things were going good, but now he wants to break up and
she has to start thinking about not crying.
I told her that he didn't want to, he was just thinking about it
in case it would be the best for her. He is concerned for her. So I
talked to them both and I hope things get better for them. He said
he is going to send a happy email to her and I said it was a good
idea.
In other news, I have 3 friends whom I met through AIM, but they
live about 10 miles away. Nick knows them also from me. I have only
met Melissa, and Nick has met Melissa and Allison. Ali wants to meet
me so we decided to go to the movies tommorrow and we found that Nick
likes Mel, but she just wants to be friends for now which I agree
with. Ali suggested we bring along Nick and Mel, and I said it will
be a double date, lol. I am talking to Mel right now, but Ali hasn't
been on since we made the plans. Nick can't make it because he has a
game that day. Neither Mel nor Ali has seen the Lord of the Rings (I
know, I know, I like that movie too much) so I suggested seeing that
even though I've already seen it 3 times. I certainly do not mind
seeing it again. Mel asked me if I would be mad if we saw a
different movie. Now, what a silly thing to get mad about! Imagine,
getting angry about seeing a movie that someone wants to see. I
don't want Mel to not enjoy herself because I want to see a movie
I've already seen, so I'm fine if we see another one. She said that
it's 3 hours and that's the reason. I told her that both my dad and
Amy wished it went on longer. You get into it and don't want it to
stop. She said she likes movies like that, so maybe we'll get to see
it after all. Ali is scared to meet me, Mel said. She thinks I might
be a lot different in person. Lol. Mel said I'm completely the same
in person as online.