Sitting here alone,
and maybe even
sad,
wondering if,
I've done anything bad.
What could have happened?
What indeed,
to cause the ill
tidings,
that you will soon read.
Was I too outgoing?
Did I not say things right?
Am I just
not that important?
But I tried to be polite.
I thought I was on top,
top of her list that is,
suddenly
that changed,
it lasted like fizz.
I am her best friend,
I really care for her too,
she says
she cares for me,
but it's not coming through.
My worries, my fears,
my emotions to her I tell,
that used
to be her concern,
but lately I just get "Oh well."
I hold her dear in my heart,
and I tell her it a lot,
she
is scared of that,
and returns the feelings not.
I wish to be her sweetie,
and to her, my love I send,
this
has happened to her,
and now he's her ex-boyfriend.
So it is understandable,
why she fears my affection,
she
doesn't want to lose me,
over a relationship imperfection.
But what about friendship?
A best friend is nothing to
fear,
why reject that closeness then?
I thought best friends
were dear.