| Today was one of those days. You have nothing to do
and nothing sounds fun. I watched some Dragon Ball but my mom and the
kids were home most of the day and I'm not supposed to watch it with
them around. No one was online really, and there was nothing to eat,
and when I played FF there was nothing to do. I felt a little tired
and it was dull and gray outside. And then my mom says to do chores,
which always worsens an already-depressing mood. Plus we had a
dinner I REALLY don't care for, and earlier today I had a little
mishap with my mom and though I didn't mean anything mean or wrong,
my mom and dad already had their minds made up and my explanations
were in vain. Heidi got on, someone who always can put me in a good
mood, but she didn't answer anything I said and then she logged off.
Then Kelli got on, and I found out she was feeling like me, but even
more so. Try though I might, I couldn't get even one LOL out of her.
It just ended up making me feel worse. I mean, we're good friends,
I've known her for a little more than a year, and I would think I
would be able to know what to say to her. How do other people cheer
others up so easily? I mean, I could sure cheer Heidi up quick, that
would be a breeze! But that's because I would just flirt and she
would feel better. That doesn't work on everyone, and just makes it
worse to some. I hope she feels better soon. It brings me down when
she's not feeling good and I can't do anything to be a friend and
help. I hope the kids go to bed soon so I can watch more Dragon Ball.
Sleep well Kel, and y'all. |
