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Problemless with problems
by Rebel Leader
Location: Where angels lose their way...
Age: 22    Sex : M
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Nothing special 10/26/2002
Today, there were 4 stockmen at one time, which is rather odd. But Andy opened so he left first, and Jesse left an hour after him, so it was only Blake and me after my first break. He was doing signs for things so I was left with the carts. It was a little on the busy side, but not too bad. I did them with both hands since my elbows are sore, and I did the harder "one hand then the other" way 2 days in a row.

When I was walking, I saw Elisabeth and Tracy walking and talking, and I said, "What a sight for sore eyes: two gorgeous girls walking side by side." They just smiled.

Right as I was clocking out for lunch, Elisabeth happened to be doing the same thing. She wasn't hungry so first she had a smoke :( (though she's trying to quit) and then we looked around at stuff that she wanted to look at. Halfway through our lunch, I said I better get something to eat before my lunch break was over, and she was a little sorry that I was hungry and she was having me shop with her, but I let her know it was no big deal, I wasn't that hungry, and I kept her company willingly. We went over to McDonald's and ordered a large fry. She wanted a chocolate shake but they were out. So my lunch was fries, lol, but that little amount filled me up since I had something on my break.

I had Blake covering for my lunch (he IS a stockman and it's his job) but when I got back, it looked like he hadn't even touched the carts, so I had my work cut out for me.

The girl refusing to talk to me is still upset. Either that, or she just doesn't want anything to do with me, mad at me or not. I'm starting to wonder if it's because she's afraid I'll make her feel like dirt by saying something, and she doesn't want to take that chance, so she just won't talk to me. Well if that's so, I'm sorry I've made her fear talking to me, and I just hope maybe she can feel comfortable around me again. The few times I saw her, she looked fine. She didn't have that really depressed look on her face like yesterday, so hopefully she's feeling better. She's got several friends there whom she's known longer than I've known her, plus she goes and does stuff with them often. I'm sure she'll be alright. That's what matters most. Sure I'm sad she's mad at me, but it's because of my failure to think before I speak, and just thinking about how this is making me feel would be selfish, since she's the one I hurt first. Okay guys and gals, that's enough thinking out loud for this rebel leader. See y'all on the next exciting entry of "Problemless with Problems".

 
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hey what kind of note was that? you trying to get me more worried or something!? lol. Anywho, I told Mel it wouldn't be fair to Meghan for me to give her the name and she said Meghan wouldn't have to find out, lol. I doubt she would tell her even if she found out the name.

Anywho, nice entry, yeah... sorry I didn't get on last night, I fell asleep waiting for it to be 12 your time.

~Kitsuchi

 

   


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