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Problemless with problems
by Rebel Leader
Location: Where angels lose their way...
Age: 22    Sex : M
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The good and bad 10/28/2002
My progress in installing the modchip in the PS2 is SLOWLY moving along. First I had to buy the thing, which oddly enough (since they're illegal and hard to find usually) was the easiest part of the whole process. The only reason I want one installed is so I can play DBZ: Legends on it, since the ability to play that game is the only advantage our PlayStation has over the PlayStation 2. So I bought it and it came in the mail. It just plugs into the front and it's supposed to skip the country code check which only allows American games to play. Only problem is, the PS2 doesn't read the thing plugged into it, which is why it also came with a wire that is supposed to connect 2 points INSIDE the PS2. So I had to open it up, which wasn't too bad, except when I got to these itty bitty screws. None of our screwdrivers would fit them, and I tried various things, like knives, but nothing worked. I tried every knife in the kitchen, and FINALLY the biggest one worked, go figure. So I got all the tiny screws out but one. It wouldn't come out. After a while, the + got stripped and looked more like a square with round edges. So the next day we had to get this thing from the hardware store that drills a tiny hole inside the screw and then grips it inside and screws it out. So then I could get to the board that the wire needed to be soldered to (for those of you who don't know, soldering is like welding). So I looked on the internet and found which points the wire is supposed to connect, and found the wire to be about a half an inch too short. After we called Radio Shack and other places to find they didn't have the same gauge wire, we kinda put it off. When we got around to it, we tried the last place that sells wire, and found one that was close enough. Now we needed a soldering iron. We bought one at Wal-Mart. So today, my dad and I tried to solder the thin wire to the really itty bitty points on the board, and after many attempts, we got it to stay. Then I put it back together and turned it on and it turned on okay. The light on the modchip turned on and it didn't before we put the wire in, so we did something right, but it won't read any games. So either the wire's not connected all the way, I forgot to connect something when I put it back together, or we ruined it. I'm hoping for the second option, and then the first. I really hope it's not the third case. But I had to go to work so I couldn't mess with it more.

I got Legaia 2: Duel Saga today! It's the sequel to Legend of Legaia and that one was a really cool RPG in my opinion. I even liked it better than The Legend of Dragoon which is contrary to the popular opinion. But this game is supposed to have all the good parts of the first one improved, so I'm really looking forward to it, though I can only play it once the PS2 is working again.

And now about that one girl. I suppose it wouldn't hurt to say who, since none of you know her. It's Carly. She's still not talking to me. Somehow in my and Blake's conversation she came up and he knew she was mad at me. Going on just what he said about her opinion of me, I irritate her and I talk about the stupidest things. Then he said he didn't want to burst my bubble unless I wanted him to. I said to go ahead. He told me she doesn't like me "that way". I'm like, "I already knew that. Is that all you were going to burst my bubble with?" He said it was, so it wasn't anything bad really. He said he feels sorry for me. He also said that the group she hangs out with (Cree, Steven, Mike, and Mark) kinda make fun of me. I know they make fun of my knee-high socks that I wore during summer with shorts, but is that all? I asked if she hates me and he said I just irritate her. He kept saying he knows how hard it is to like someone and them not like you back. I said it's no big deal, I certainly don't want to go out with someone that will be getting mad at me and sometimes not even telling me what I did, and not talking to me for weeks. I told him I want her as a friend, and right now I fear I don't even have her as that. He said that they are kinda like in a pack, and if the pack doesn't like someone, then no one in the pack does. So if that's even true, I'm getting the cold shoulder because of peer pressure. That's not cool, and I could do better than to lose sleep over someone like that, assuming that's what's happening, which for some reason I don't think it is. People say to just give her time. Well, there's no reason to be flat out rude, even if you are mad. So as of right now, I don't really care if she talks to me or not. I did nothing mean to her intentionally, and I told her that. And frankly I'm tired of someone being upset at me for things I do with a good heart.

 
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personaly i thought dragoon was better but having never finished legaia i cant really judge im also obsessed with dragons so go figure [mage_2021]

I wuv ewe.Thnx for the bday note.And don't worry about not having that carly talk to you,cuz this carly still is!

Rawk on!

[JesusFreesus04]


I saw you standing in the rain and i heard you crying.my heart ached and i reached for you, but you were so far away.You held onto the memories,or maybe just her,And you kept crying.I wanted to hold you,safe and away from the storm.You turned to me with tear streaked cheeks and whispered something to faint to hear,but i knew the words,for i had said them many times.Stop the rain.

JF04

 

   


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