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          | The good and 
            bad | 10/28/2002 |  
        
        
          | My progress in installing the modchip in the PS2 is 
            SLOWLY moving along. First I had to buy the thing, which oddly 
            enough (since they're illegal and hard to find usually) was the 
            easiest part of the whole process. The only reason I want one 
            installed is so I can play DBZ: Legends on it, since the ability to 
            play that game is the only advantage our PlayStation has over the 
            PlayStation 2. So I bought it and it came in the mail. It just plugs 
            into the front and it's supposed to skip the country code check 
            which only allows American games to play. Only problem is, the PS2 
            doesn't read the thing plugged into it, which is why it also came 
            with a wire that is supposed to connect 2 points INSIDE the PS2. So 
            I had to open it up, which wasn't too bad, except when I got to 
            these itty bitty screws. None of our screwdrivers would fit them, 
            and I tried various things, like knives, but nothing worked. I tried 
            every knife in the kitchen, and FINALLY the biggest one worked, go 
            figure. So I got all the tiny screws out but one. It wouldn't come 
            out. After a while, the + got stripped and looked more like a square 
            with round edges. So the next day we had to get this thing from the 
            hardware store that drills a tiny hole inside the screw and then 
            grips it inside and screws it out. So then I could get to the board 
            that the wire needed to be soldered to (for those of you who don't 
            know, soldering is like welding). So I looked on the internet and 
            found which points the wire is supposed to connect, and found the 
            wire to be about a half an inch too short. After we called Radio 
            Shack and other places to find they didn't have the same gauge wire, 
            we kinda put it off. When we got around to it, we tried the last 
            place that sells wire, and found one that was close enough. Now we 
            needed a soldering iron. We bought one at Wal-Mart. So today, my dad 
            and I tried to solder the thin wire to the really itty bitty points 
            on the board, and after many attempts, we got it to stay. Then I put 
            it back together and turned it on and it turned on okay. The light 
            on the modchip turned on and it didn't before we put the wire in, so 
            we did something right, but it won't read any games. So either the 
            wire's not connected all the way, I forgot to connect something when 
            I put it back together, or we ruined it. I'm hoping for the second 
            option, and then the first. I really hope it's not the third case. 
            But I had to go to work so I couldn't mess with it more. I got Legaia 2: Duel Saga today! It's the sequel to Legend of 
            Legaia and that one was a really cool RPG in my opinion. I even 
            liked it better than The Legend of Dragoon which is contrary to the 
            popular opinion. But this game is supposed to have all the good 
            parts of the first one improved, so I'm really looking forward to 
            it, though I can only play it once the PS2 is working again.
             And now about that one girl. I suppose it wouldn't hurt to say 
            who, since none of you know her. It's Carly. She's still not talking 
            to me. Somehow in my and Blake's conversation she came up and he 
            knew she was mad at me. Going on just what he said about her 
            opinion of me, I irritate her and I talk about the stupidest 
            things. Then he said he didn't want to burst my bubble unless I 
            wanted him to. I said to go ahead. He told me she doesn't like me 
            "that way". I'm like, "I already knew that. Is that all you were going 
            to burst my bubble with?" He said it was, so it wasn't anything bad 
            really. He said he feels sorry for me. He also said that the group 
            she hangs out with (Cree, Steven, Mike, and Mark) kinda make fun of me. 
            I know they make fun of my knee-high socks that I wore during summer 
            with shorts, but is that all? I asked if she hates me and he said I 
            just irritate her. He kept saying he knows how hard it is to like 
            someone and them not like you back. I said it's no big deal, I 
            certainly don't want to go out with someone that will be getting mad 
            at me and sometimes not even telling me what I did, and not talking 
            to me for weeks. I told him I want her as a friend, and right now I 
            fear I don't even have her as that. He said that they are kinda like 
            in a pack, and if the pack doesn't like someone, then no one in the 
            pack does. So if that's even true, I'm getting the cold shoulder 
            because of peer pressure. That's not cool, and I could do better 
            than to lose sleep over someone like that, assuming that's what's 
            happening, which for some reason I don't think it is. People say to 
            just give her time. Well, there's no reason to be flat out rude, 
            even if you are mad. So as of right now, I don't really care if she 
            talks to me or not. I did nothing mean to her intentionally, and I 
            told her that. And frankly I'm tired of someone being upset at me 
            for things I do with a good heart.  |  
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