Tracy and I went to see "My Big Fat Greek Wedding" the other day. It was funny, but my parents made it sound funnier that I thought it was. She might be moving to Michigan with her fiance. That would kinda suck. He was supposed to move here for the longest time, always getting delayed, and now he wants her to move there? I just hope it ends happy with them.

Carly, well, I'm not sure about her. She can be a little distant when I'm talking to her, like she wishes I would go away, but then I'll be sitting by myself at lunch and she'll come sit by me and try to talk. We didn't get to hang out and play the Monopoly game I got her because her dog had to go to the vet and get surgery. I reminded her yesterday that we still have to play it, and she didn't seem to care if we did or not. If I don't talk to her, she talks to me, but if I talk to her, I feel like I'm bugging her.

And lastly, Kelli. She's someone I REALLY don't understand, but believe me, she sure tries to keep it that way. Scott told me that if you're mean, people don't like you. If you're nice, people take advantage of you. Well, I listened but didn't really consider all the possible scenerios. I'm gullible, because I trust easily, and have a hard time reading between the lines. It doesn't help when someone is lying to you half the time, someone who is supposed to be your good friend, just to have fun and see how confused and heartbroken you can make them. I really can't believe anything she says now, and she's said before not to believe everything she says, but I thought she meant because she might have said it during a bad mood. But no, it's because you really can't know if she's lying or not. And someone who cared for her, and really hoped for a good, long friendship, and maybe more, can lose sleep over something like that (last night). I admit I've abused her trust before, but certainly not for my own amusement at her expense. At the time I thought I was helping, or was asking others if there was something I could possibly do as a friend, because I would ask someone who had the same thing happen to them. I did not call up her ex-boyfriend to ruin her chance of being friends with him, though that's how the results came out. Nothing I can do now can change things like that I've done, but I'm obviously not forgiven for them yet. But my failings to be loyal were meant to do good, not to see how many laughs I could have from her confusion, which is what she's done to me. She said trust doesn't exist between us. I don't see how friendship can, either. It's going to be weird not wearing my half of our "best friends" necklace that I've gotten used to.