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Subway and
plans |
2/9/2003 |
I was going to go to Subway since Amanda worked
tonight, and Patty (people greeter) said to get her something, too,
and she gave me money for it. I thought I'd go see if Tracy wanted
something, too, and if she could take a break when I came back. She
said that if I got a foot long, she'd eat half. At Subway, Amanda was
helping someone else, so I got this new lady. Amanda saw what I was
getting and that I was getting separate toppings (whatever you call
it) for both halves of the foot long, and she's like, "Aww, are you
sharing?" She rang me up, though, and it cost me all the money I
had in my wallet, and I'm like, "Ahh, that's all my money!" and she
said, "Well, that's what you get for being nice." Yeah. Stupid nice.
Lotsa people get ahead without being nice, so why did I end up with
it? Half the time it doesn't do any good anyway. There must be
something wrong with you if you're being nice, because normal people
don't just give a care without getting something in return. That's
what being out in the world is showing me. First the world was flat,
then it was round, now it's crooked, and that's absolutely right,
though it was probably always crooked. I haven't been stuck like a
magnet to Melissa recently. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable.
I guess that since I don't have a girlfriend to go hang out with or
to come home to or whatever, I try to get as close to that feeling
by being around my friends all the time, but apparently they don't
feel the same and I begin to bug people but they don't tell me
because they don't want to be mean, but then it really bugs them and
they tell me and it's a lot more abrupt. Gosh I hate how life works.
Why can't everyone just be honest with how they feel and what
they're thinking and not play games all the time, like acting mad to
make someone feel bad, or pretending to like someone just so you can
have fun with them. Dating and relationships would be a lot less
complicated then, but I guess it would be less fun and interesting
for some people.
Oh, I guess I should get to the "plans" part. Adam and Estella
were at Wal-Mart. Estella told me she tried DDR and she likes it a
lot (I had told her about it and said I wanted to show it to her)
and she wants to play it with me this Tuesday. I said that would be
cool. Adam said he played it during his senior trip and he felt like
a loser, but then everyone does on their first attempt at that game.
Carly said that when she gets her tax returns she wants to go to the
coast and asked if I wanted to go, too. I said I would, but I'm busy
Tuesday but I have Wednesday and Thursday off. She's busy Wednesday
and Thursday, but she said we WILL go within the next 2 weeks. I
hope so, that sounds really cool. Did I mention I like her a little?
Oh, also Tracy asked when my days off were, and she said that on
Wednesday she wants to go to the coast and wanted to know if I
wanted to go (lol, go me, I guess my lucky rabbit foot that I found
today from when I was really little is doing it's magic). She said
she would call me, but then said I should call her. Whatever, I hope
I get to go. I did feel sick today, though. I had this dumb headache
and a stuffy nose to add to the pressure. My eyes hurt, I still had
a sore throat, and I'm beginning to lose my voice, plus I'm really
tired. I felt better when it came time to go to work, but the
headache came back for a half an hour while pushing carts, and my
runny nose stayed the whole day. I only seem to feel my sore throat,
or any symptoms of being sick in the morning (I have morning
sickness and I'm not even pregnant). Also, driving alone is nice,
and I'm already used to it. My dad said he thinks I should leave the
radio off for 2 weeks just so I can really get used to driving alone
*rolls eyes*. Well, so far I'm doing what he said. I figure he'd
know better than me, since he's gone through my age and past. Okay,
I better go to bed, though I won't be able to breathe while laying
down. Night. |
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