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Problemless with problems
by Rebel Leader
Location: Where angels lose their way...
Age: 22    Sex : M
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Subway and plans 2/9/2003
I was going to go to Subway since Amanda worked tonight, and Patty (people greeter) said to get her something, too, and she gave me money for it. I thought I'd go see if Tracy wanted something, too, and if she could take a break when I came back. She said that if I got a foot long, she'd eat half. At Subway, Amanda was helping someone else, so I got this new lady. Amanda saw what I was getting and that I was getting separate toppings (whatever you call it) for both halves of the foot long, and she's like, "Aww, are you sharing?" She rang me up, though, and it cost me all the money I had in my wallet, and I'm like, "Ahh, that's all my money!" and she said, "Well, that's what you get for being nice." Yeah. Stupid nice. Lotsa people get ahead without being nice, so why did I end up with it? Half the time it doesn't do any good anyway. There must be something wrong with you if you're being nice, because normal people don't just give a care without getting something in return. That's what being out in the world is showing me. First the world was flat, then it was round, now it's crooked, and that's absolutely right, though it was probably always crooked. I haven't been stuck like a magnet to Melissa recently. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. I guess that since I don't have a girlfriend to go hang out with or to come home to or whatever, I try to get as close to that feeling by being around my friends all the time, but apparently they don't feel the same and I begin to bug people but they don't tell me because they don't want to be mean, but then it really bugs them and they tell me and it's a lot more abrupt. Gosh I hate how life works. Why can't everyone just be honest with how they feel and what they're thinking and not play games all the time, like acting mad to make someone feel bad, or pretending to like someone just so you can have fun with them. Dating and relationships would be a lot less complicated then, but I guess it would be less fun and interesting for some people.

Oh, I guess I should get to the "plans" part. Adam and Estella were at Wal-Mart. Estella told me she tried DDR and she likes it a lot (I had told her about it and said I wanted to show it to her) and she wants to play it with me this Tuesday. I said that would be cool. Adam said he played it during his senior trip and he felt like a loser, but then everyone does on their first attempt at that game. Carly said that when she gets her tax returns she wants to go to the coast and asked if I wanted to go, too. I said I would, but I'm busy Tuesday but I have Wednesday and Thursday off. She's busy Wednesday and Thursday, but she said we WILL go within the next 2 weeks. I hope so, that sounds really cool. Did I mention I like her a little? Oh, also Tracy asked when my days off were, and she said that on Wednesday she wants to go to the coast and wanted to know if I wanted to go (lol, go me, I guess my lucky rabbit foot that I found today from when I was really little is doing it's magic). She said she would call me, but then said I should call her. Whatever, I hope I get to go. I did feel sick today, though. I had this dumb headache and a stuffy nose to add to the pressure. My eyes hurt, I still had a sore throat, and I'm beginning to lose my voice, plus I'm really tired. I felt better when it came time to go to work, but the headache came back for a half an hour while pushing carts, and my runny nose stayed the whole day. I only seem to feel my sore throat, or any symptoms of being sick in the morning (I have morning sickness and I'm not even pregnant). Also, driving alone is nice, and I'm already used to it. My dad said he thinks I should leave the radio off for 2 weeks just so I can really get used to driving alone *rolls eyes*. Well, so far I'm doing what he said. I figure he'd know better than me, since he's gone through my age and past. Okay, I better go to bed, though I won't be able to breathe while laying down. Night.

 
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