To Becky: This wasn't even your problem, but it became yours when I put it on you, so that is my fault. Even so, I was not asking for help. I was letting out steam to someone who would know what I'm talking about. I didn't even say whom I was talking about, and I didn't think that you might have known who "Kitsuchi" was. Don't get me wrong, though. I don't blame you. You shouldn't even be part of this, but again, that's my fault. I do appreciate your efforts to help me out. You stick up for me and try to do what's best for me, even if you have to be harshly blunt to do so. You're the kind of friend everyone needs in my opinion. But the best way for me to learn things is trial and error. You care about me, but if you fight my battles, it will be harder for me when I don't have anyone like you around. You're advice is valued, but I do have to make the final decisions on things for myself. Don't worry, I'll live.

To Kelli: I really can't be sure exactly what you're sore about; if it's just the entry, or if that's just the straw that broke the camel's back. Regardless, I can't change the past, as much as I wish I could. Things have really gone bad between us, and not just now, either. I'm part to blame for my blind crush on you, but the fact that you doubt every step I make and assume the worst doesn't help the matter since that was a big cause of many misunderstandings. We've been friends for a while, and it's a shame for that to end over stupid things like this. As it is, I don't blame you for this, either. If I felt you were making fun of me, I'd do the same. As for talking about you in the past, it's not something I can change now. I understand probably nothing can fix what I've done to you before, but you're only keeping those deeds alive by still holding them against me. Everyone has their flaws, but as long as someone is willing to associate with me, they're welcome. Think of me as you wish, but don't say I didn't try.

I regret ever writing that entry. This is just ridiculous. *yawn* I'm tired now.