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Problemless with problems by Rebel Leader	Location: Where angels lose their way... Age: 22 Sex : M
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Busy times

7/1/2003

Yep, I've been busy, of course. When I'm not at work, I'm either reading "Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix", which I'm almost done with, by the way, or I'm being told to help around the house. The only time no one's one the computer nowadays is after midnight, and by that time, I don't really feel like writing an entry, which is why I've been slacking on my updates. But I got a lucky break today. Well, I got Kelli's photos in the mail and have already scanned them for her and sent them, so she should be happy. After a while of Fred being gone, he's back again, but hasn't really said anything to me yet (he's the manager who likes to use his power). Carly has finished the Harry Potter book and has talked to me one other time about it since I mentioned it in my last entry, but that's all. All the other times she just ignores my presence. Tracy is taking a trip to Washington to buy fireworks that are illegal to sell in Oregon so they can use them for the 4th of July and I half-kiddingly asked if I could come as well. Well, she was more than happy to welcome me and already made plans for me to come, too, as well as her sister and 2 people from work. I was having second thoughts, but they said it will be fun. Now my options are to either ride with Tracy, ride with her sister (tempting) or take my own car. I know I'd enjoy the music in my car a lot more than theirs, but is it worth the gas money? My dad's still finding jobs for his freelance photography business and has recently been shooting weddings. Now he has an agreement to take pictures of this coastal hotel for 2 free days and nights for him and my mom. We're going to have a yard sale pretty soon and all my church will pitch in for stuff. Good thing we have a 2-acre yard. Oh, and sorry, Jamie, for being short the other night. I realized that I made a mistake by going online since I really didn't want to talk to anyone but when I was going to go, you logged off and I waited for 5 minutes and you didn't come back, so I left. Nothing's wrong, I was just in one of those moods. I'm sorry about the heartbreak thing and I really wish you luck with stuff, like if you decide to be with Aric. I'm always willing to talk, when I'm online of course :)

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	Sorry about the heartbreak thing? I'm so glad you can take it so lightly. I'd be lucky if Aric even wanted me after I hurt him because of my feelings for you. And of course it'd be tempting to ride with her sister. As long as she's thin and looks like she came out of a magazine, right? God forbid someone actually had feelings. I'm so sorry I ever told you. You don't know how much you hurt me.

	Gah! Peopel drive me crazy... I want to gripe at the abouve noter, but I think I'll leave your business to you this time Jason. I am VERY happy about the pictures! Breanna's didn't come out to well, but the one of us and the one of Jonathan both look good. Jonathan was so cute ~sigh~ My poor little bro... Anywho, I can't svae them from an email, I'll need to get them again in AIM, k? ...

	...thankies mucho for doing that for me. ~Kitsuchi-kun PS- I promise, one day I will learn how to type better. I really do know how to spell, really!

	Is that first note from fucktwat Jamie? wah, wah, wah nobody loves me. FREAK

	Whether you meant to hurt me or not is not the issue, Jason. It's the fact that you don't seem to care. That's how I feel. That is why I'm angry. And, in a way, yes you did wrong me. You may not realize it, but you did. I've talked over this, carefully, with many of my friends and even my mother. Maybe it wasn't intentional, but it was done. I'm so sorry if that burdens you. (cntd)

	And if your friend wants to say something to me, than she can go right ahead. It's not gonna change how I feel since she did the same exact thing to you! And it's none of her business, anyway. She has no clue what happened and she shouldn't pretend to. Yes, I am very angry and I have every right to be. You don't even know the half of it. Why do you think I haven't been on? I'm so done with this.

	~clamps hands over mouth and cries~ I won't do it. No interferring... not after that's what I got mad at you for Jayson. ~pretends to be innocent (probasbly fails miserably) ^_^ Anywho, sorry about that^ I'm just hyper and bored which together results in me acting stupid, yeah... So... get online already! I want to be able to put Jonathan up on my friends page! Oh, I knew there was a reason...

	...that I was noting you again. Dustin said I should tell you to come back here when the second um... movie with the virus and the dying and the zombies... comes out since you saw the first one with us. Yeah, I think he was joking, but I figured I'd tell you anyway cause it was funny and I was bored. ~Kitsuchi-kun

	O.o I spelled your name wrong... gomen... lets just call that pay back for the Kellay thing, ne? ja ne

	First of all, You did hurt her Jason, you hurt her bad. She cared about you so much and you may not have had the same feelings that she did but you shouldn't have played her like you did. You honestly made her believe that you two had a chance together, you made her feel for you and fall in love you with. She use to talk about you all the time to me and she thought you cared. (continued)

	But you didn't care! All you cared about was entertaining yourself1 Did you ever stop to think about how you were making her feel? Obviously not! She poured her heart out to you and you just stomped all over her feeling. Do you know how hard it was for her to do that? Huh? She chose to tell you because you made her believe that you cared about her when you never did.How can you live with yourself

	I just hope that you don't go around playing with anyone's emotions the way you played with hers. It was cruel, and I don't care if you didn't mean to. You hurt my best friend and I won't tolerate that so I advise you just leave her alone and don't talk about her anymore because we don't want to hear anything you have to say. Understand? Goodbye.

	WOW Jaime Drama ....3 years and still goin huh , shes been playing this game too long and its so old . Anyone who has known her for even a short time has seen this same sob story time and time again over different guys ! Geez Jamie get help girl !

	~twitches~ I can't take this! ~twitches more & strangles the air~ I just can't take it! ~covers face with pillow and screams in anger~

	^Kitsuchi

	“You honestly made her believe that you two had a chance together, you made her feel for you and fall in love you with.” lol, who doesn’t jamie fall in love with? she only believes what she wants to believe. nice touch that her friend is now talking for her. does this friend have diary or did she just discover TOD by chance?

	Poor you. I tried to warn you. I really did. Even still, I feel sorry for you. No one deserves to be harrassed by a desperate ho bag and her "friend," who is probably just another of Jamie's aliases. Anyhow, I hate to say I told you so... but I did. She's neurotic, desperate, pathetic, and fat. [mini-lyricmaniac]

	To MLManiac or Rachel or whomever: No matter what Jamie may or may not be, you should leave her alone. You clearly aren't a freind, so just stay out of her life and get one of your own. I may not "know" either of you, but I do know how to read so I'm not totally unaware of the situation. Jason said he didn't like her, she didn't listen and she got hurt. Ok, that doesn't mean you should be so...

	...rude to her anymore than she should be mad at Jason. PS- I hope you one day find something better to write about in your diary than only things concerning Jamie... you seem rather unhealthily obsessed with her. Sorry Jason... I just couldn't stay quiet forever, it was too annoying. ~Kitsuchi


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