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          | I almost died 
            today | 7/26/2003 |  
        
        
          | I woke up with my mom telling me I have to get up 
            right away and vacuum out the car because they are going to the 
            coast in half an hour and they need it clean before they go. I 
            couldn't go, of course, because I had to work. So I got up relatively 
            soon after she said that and eventually vacuumed it out because I 
            first couldn't find the vacuum, then the cord didn't reach out there, 
            so I had to get an extension cord. Then, seeing as I had just woken 
            up, I had to use the bathroom, and I finally started doing the 
            vacuuming after that. They left with my mom telling me to clean the kitchen before I 
            left for work. Soon after they left, they called on the cell phone 
            (they can never be gone without calling at least once, nor without 
            getting everyone in the car, then someone coming back in because 
            something was forgotten). They called asking about the progress of 
            the internet. See, I split our hard drive up into 2 partitions, or 
            parts, and installed Windows 98 SE (Second Edition) on one, and 
            Windows XP (eXPerience) Professional on the other. What you do on 
            one won't affect the other in any way. They are like different 
            computers. I use the WinXP one and everyone else uses Win98, with 
            one of the reasons being that it automatically loads Win98 unless 
            you know what to press to make it start WinXP instead, which no one 
            does except me. My dad was on the computer a few days ago and he 
            went somewhere with his stuff still up, so I couldn't close out and 
            go to mine, but I just wanted to check my email and notes and that 
            could easily be done in the family partition, so I did. Stupid 
            popups kept popping up because I was using Internet Explorer since I 
            don't have Opera on the family one. Hehe, Opera is only mine. It 
            doesn't allow popups unless you change the settings for it to. So 
            anyway, one of the popups installed automatically and then asked me 
            what internet connection I use. I clicked on "cable" and then it 
            said it optimized my internet settings and that I had to restart. I 
            did, and the internet hasn't worked since. Sure it works in mine, 
            but that just means that my parents make me leave mine on so they 
            can use the internet. I found out the program was called 
            "Speed Blaster", made by Total Velocity Inc. I've had a heckuva time 
            finding anything on it in a search engine. It all turns up with 
            results about a mountain or racing bike with that name. I called 
            Comcast, who is our ISP (internet service provider) and they didn't 
            know what to do. So my dad wants the internet working and never 
            misses a chance to bring up that it was me who messed it up. Okay, 
            so just because I'm the one they depend on to fix the dang computer 
            every time it goes down, it's 100 times worse when I mess something 
            up than if someone else did. If my sister, for example, did the same 
            thing, they'd tell her to be careful what she downloads, and then 
            tell me to fix it. But no, my parents ask me if I learned a lesson 
            from it, and my dad acts like it was a felony and that I was very 
            irresponsible and stupid to do that. After much troubleshooting, I 
            think reinstalling Windows over itself is the only solution, and if 
            that doesn't work, then reformatting and installing everything again 
            will most definitely work, but will be a pain. Meanwhile, they want 
            me to use all my free time doing that, and get my normal chores 
            done, and they want to use the computer whenever and I can't do 
            anything on it that will take a long time and make it so they can't 
            get on it, because their stuff is "important". Well yeah, my dad's 
            is, because it's our main source of income right now, but he can be 
            a little more understanding on what it takes to fix the computer and 
            that I can't just go around everyone's schedule, meanwhile letting 
            them into my WinXP so they can use the internet. I mean, I got home 
            from work today and found 3 new icons on the desktop, meaning 
            something was installed! On my partition! That's why I freakin' made 
            my own private one, so their careless downloading and lack of 
            maintenance and organization wouldn't corrupt anything of mine. But 
            here, something was downloaded and installed, not to mention 
            annoying icons were left on the desktop and not deleted from sight, 
            and who knows if that was the only thing done. This morning I got on 
            and the appearance was different. The theme had changed and I had to 
            change it back. Winamp didn't start and I had to reinstall it and 
            redo the equalizer and my song list. But I have to let them use it 
            while the other one's internet doesn't work.
             So they basically called to let me know to keep my partition open 
            so they could use it while I was at work, and my dad threw in the 
            ol' "it's not a choice, this is for my business" once again. Well, 
            on the bright side, the person I was downloading songs from was 
            online and I got a few more albums downloaded including White 
            Zombie. I burned 6 CDs (2 Catch-22, 1 Korn, 1 Rancid, 2 Rammstein, 
            and 1 White Zombie). When I got in the car to go to work, I 
            discovered that I had run out of room in my CD case, so I decided to 
            hurry over to Radio Shack, which is on the way. I was going about 75 
            MPH down River Road (55 speed limit) and was behind a jeep that 
            was going as fast as I was. I was holding the few CDs that wouldn't 
            fit and I looked down at them to see which one I would put in after 
            the one that was playing was finished, and when I looked up, I saw 
            an old Ford truck stopped on the road, waiting to turn left. The 
            jeep was going around it on the right in the bike lane and dirt, and 
            I was about 2 seconds from hitting the truck. I hit on my breaks but 
            it wasn't nearly enough and so I followed the jeep around the truck 
            onto the side of the road and then back on the road once we were in 
            front of it. If I hadn't have looked up when I did, I'd be outta 
            here. Strangely, I was about as nervous and stressed as if it hadn't 
            happened. But I can't die yet. It wouldn't be nice and, besides, my 
            friends would kill me if I did. ;)  |  
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