Today I felt drained all day. Ruby would ask me
what's wrong, but I just ignored her. She kept teasing me and giving
me a hard time, and when I just went along with it, she finally
said, "Jeez, get a grip!" My inside wish that Damaris would be there
was granted, and I asked if she had my "Korn - Issues" CD that she
borrowed. I wanted to listen to it in the car, but she didn't have
it. I'm going to let her borrow one of my Muse CDs next. I wonder
if she thinks I'm trying to hook up with her since I talk to her
often. Oh well. I'll ask her if we ever have a break at the same
time. Assumptions are annoying. Nothing abnormal happened after that
until it was time for me to go home. Phil came into Wal-Mart and
started talking to me while Tracy (who he was with) was off
somewhere in the store. After I clocked out, he asked me why I put
up with how she treats me. He said she's just abusive, but there's
no clear reason why she is. He said her fiance hasn't called her in
like a month and half now, so that's why she's probably wanting more
company. I told him I hang out with her probably because she's the
only one there who wants me around, and he said it's the same for
him, though he kinda hoped something more might come of it. He was
having a bad day because he took her to Olive Garden and spent $35
for the meal, and basically got nothing in return. It was just like
he didn't do it. He was outside talking to me about it while
punching various things. He wanted me to take him to her house so he
could get his car and leave, but it's out of my way so he didn't
want me to. She finally came and butted into our conversation, so we
made her stop talking for once and she actually listened without
interruption. She said she wants a copy of "Spirited Away". I
thought she didn't like it, but apparently she has changing views.
We talked for half an hour and then finally left. *shakes head*
Life's complicated.