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Problemless with problems
by Rebel Leader
Location: Where angels lose their way...
Age: 22    Sex : M
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Busted (lite) 10/19/2003
I woke up and my mom was eating breakfast. I remembered that the night before, I was talking to other people who use my file-sharing program and asking them which music player was the best, and they all seemed to agree on foobar2000. I got that and found out that it can scan your files and automatically adjust the loudness settings for each song, so I was letting it scan all of them and I went to bed. I asked my mom if anyone had used the computer yet, and she said they had and asked how I was downloading songs (Cybersitter, our dumb internet filter has an option to block any internet access for a specified time, and they set it to block after 1 in the morning). I said I wasn't downloading songs. I was scanning files that I already have. Nothing to do with the internet. I asked if she closed out of it and she said she did. I was surprised that it took that long to do it all, but she said she woke up during the night and went in there and saw it. Yay. I said, "Can't I do anything that you don't understand what it's doing?" Do I have to explain every program I use so they know it's alright. She said that I'm just not supposed to be on the internet that late. I repeated that I wasn't on the internet, I was just scanning files. She asked what exactly that program was used for. -_- I told her it was for playing music, but it had a function to scan files as well. She seemed unusually suspicious about everything and was quiet a lot after I'd answer, like there was more that she knew and she wasn't telling me (she always does that. You can totally tell when she's not saying something on purpose). So, I asked her about it, and she said she'll show me. Ah ha! So there was something else! She went in and asked my dad if he could get off so she can show me "what she found". He happily complied and she went to my Windows XP and I asked why she couldn't just tell me instead of making my dad get off and going through everything. I seriously could only think of one thing she might have "found", and that would be a few songs with titles that are inappropriate and she was going to show me those. Thank goodness it was nothing of the sort. She opened the Cybersitter logs and showed me that while I was on last night, it logged that Cybersitter had been opened up and the password had been put in, meaning I knew how to get into it (It's about time they figured it out. I've known the password they use [it's the same one everytime they install it] for more than a year now). So they were all fussy that I was sneaking behind their back and bypassing the restrictions they has set. Well, for crying out loud! First of all, they said that I can have an hour of computer time after I get home from work. Sometimes Andrea is on it so I have to wait. I'm sure not going to go wake them up to put in the password. My dad's answer to that was, "Well, if that happens, then it means you just can't get on." If I know the password, then why not? As long as I only stay on for the hour, why does it matter? Also, on this site, whenever I go to write an entry (like this), it has the warning at the bottom, more importantly, the Sexually explicit part and when Cybersitter sees that, it stops the whole page from loading. The same for when I go to write a note. Another hindrance it offers is that it will block the words "boy" or "girl", but only if it's in something I am uploading, meaning, if it's on a page, it will show it fine, but if it's in something like an entry or email, it will just delete any of either of those words and "I saw a boy down the street" will turn into "I saw a down the street". It's very annoying. I basically just got tired of asking them to always turn it off for me and not being able to do anything when they're in bed or gone. Of course, my mom looks at it as it's the point that I got past Cybersitter more than if I did the things that they were trying to prevent with Cybersitter or not. I didn't do anything wrong, I just got past it to let me do things that I normally should be able to do. My dad seemed to understand where I was coming from more, but that night, my mom said she didn't want me on the internet anymore at night because I'm unrestricted and that my dad and her hadn't made a decision about anything yet. Wonderful. At least they're naive.

 
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I would hate to live with your parents. I'm sorry you've been having such a hard time with them.

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